I’m exhausted. Also, I’m sitting down too much and not getting up to give myself a break and my eyes. Old habits die hard.
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I have nothing left to prove to myself by working as a lawyer, which is code for saying I shouldn’t still be here, flogging myself to death. I will sit with everything that is coming up and know that it will pass but there has to be more to life than this.
I feel we’re closer to the end of civilization than ever before.
I think work is so overrated.
My old geezer look 😂
My current book
The start of job number 2 today. It’s like going back in time to when I first started in law.
Wednesday, February 19, 2025 →
Here we go again. Why do I always fall under the spell of doing more than I need to apropos of work? Perhaps because I care. Or is it because I know no different?
Wednesday, February 19, 2025 →
Today’s post: / the death guy juliansummerhayes.wordpress.com/2025/02/1…
Wednesday, February 19, 2025 →
Such a joy to read this poem again: The Summer Day by Mary Oliver www.saltproject.org/progressi…
Wednesday, February 19, 2025 →
Awake at 4.45 am. Thoughts of work wake me. Never a good sign.
This is such a wonderful book www.kathrynmannix.com/books/lis…
This is really good: Care of the Dead: Ancestors, Traditions & the Life of Cultures by Phil Ford, Jacob G. Foster & J. F. Martel www.amacad.org/daedalus/…
I wonder what is our actual experience of seeing death and dying?
Still one of my favourite Bukowski poems youtu.be/HDiLfQUBn…
Week #2 of the new In-house job. So far so good; no emergencies to deal with but it’s early days.
I do have a Patreon page www.patreon.com/posts/hea…
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The last day of my bereavement course before a day’s induction. The time has flown by.